I want to throw me and my heart into the sun,
I want to melt the ice,
the ice inside me that because of your bitter heart and your vicious tongue,
grew out of nothing,
and then again, I wish I could erase my heart forevermore,
and forget that I had loved you and forget that I have ever loved anyone,
oh, I wish I could throw me and my heart into the sun,
because I am now so cold and lonely inside,
but I do not trust anyone,
and I cannot trust anyone ever again with my love,
and with my heart,
because love was no good for me,
and it pained me terribly and I wish I could forget love completely,
because there was no real joy,
and I to you,
I to you was just a toy,
yes, you, the selfish one.